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Now available for sale online!

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To order, please send an e-mail to: michelleholtby@gmail.com

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Bipolar No More: A Memoir of Hope and Recovery

$19.95

This is my first published book written in 3 sections, Then, Now, and Always. Each section goes into detail about what my life was like before I was diagnosed, when I was hospitalized and what my recovery began to look like shortly thereafter. This book is written for anyone with a mental illness especially Bipolar I Disorder as well as family members, friends and those interested in learning more about mental illness.

A limited amount of this book is currently available in audio cd format. It has 6 cd's and the recording is done in Michelle's voice.

$24.95

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Meet My Bipolar Brain

Conoce Mi Cerebro Bipolar (avail. in Spanish)

2012 New Mexico-Arizona Book Awards Finalist

$14.95

Meet Abby, a six year old who has Bipolar I Disorder. When I was very young, my parents took me to see a brain doctor (psychiatrist) who told me I had a mental illness that affects the way my brain works. He gave my parents my brain pills (psychiatric medications) that I need to take everyday to stay healthy. These pills are only for me and not to be shared. They make me well but can make other people very sick. They are like vitamins for my brain. That is what I call them so my brain will grow up like me, healthy and strong.

Take this journey with Abby as she goes through school with her classmates as well as activities she does throughout the week. This book is intended for families as well as classroom settings and is intended for those who have children with a mental illness especially Bipolar I Disorder.

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Covid-19 and the Mental Health Connection

$13.99

This memoir is written for anyone who has been touched by a mental illness and/or COVID-19 pandemic. It's a guide, a tool, a comforter, uses various coping techniques, and provides support and views from the secular and Christian world. Michelle invites you to take this one-of-a-kind journey to find hope, help and answers to your most asked questions. Her experiences living with Bipolar I Disorder for 22 years will bring you inner piece so that you, too, can find the answers you need for today, tomorrow and always.

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So, we all grow up physically, but did you also realize our souls grow up as well or they can if we take the time to let God show us how. I invite you to take a journey with me this week as we talk about waiting seasons and what God is doing in us. This is a short podcast but one definitely worth listening to. Happy listening!

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